Snapping out of it.

[grrltastic]

 Today, completely out of the blue, I regained the ability to feel positive emotions. I gave my girlfriend a whole bunch of smooches to make up for the many I have neglected to give her over the past several months and spent a lot of time marveling at the fact that my life is still actually really okay and not at all as awful as my serotonin-deprived brain had insisted that it was.

YAY.

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[pinesandmaples]

Are you suddenly done with finals?

[waketosleep]

Yay, feelings! You don't realize they're nice to have until you stop having them for a while.

[grrltastic]

Finals are coming up on Thursday, but I'm really not that concerned about them. It's just two tests over the same stuff I've been learning all quarter. The benefit, I guess, of being a diligent student is that there's a lot less cramming to do at the end. Unless you count the cramming of foods in to my face hole because yum. (Also possibly the slightly more NSFW version of cramming if my libido ever decides to make a reappearance.)

[grrltastic]

SERIOUSLY. While the number of ways I can experience "meh" is truly astonishing, "yay" is always much nicer.