grrltastic | Tonight's tarot inquiry (Reply)

More "but I have all these feelings!" tarot readings from the internet. Tonight's pearls of random wisdom come from Free Tarot Readings.net, clearly a reputable source.

I'm putting this under a cut because I'm still really self conscious about the fact that this is a thing I like to do.

Card 1: How you feel about yourself now The Devil You are feeling that the temptation of a certain relationship, pastime or other form of pleasure is too hard to resist - its almost addictive. Question your motives, these sorts of situations aren't generally good news. You may also have rather low self esteem at this time and feel that there's not much hope for the future - don't doubt your abilities, try to be more positive. Think carefully, you can still change direction.	I'm not gonna lie - this brought tears to my eyes. Lately it feels like everything is way too complicated - maintaining work/school/home life is incredibly frustrating and I find myself wishing I could go back to a life with less required investment. I know this is all worth it, it's just tough to see that sometimes.
Card 2: What you most want at this moment The Moon The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is some clarity and less of these confused emotions that leave you fearful and vulnerable. You want to know the outcome, because you are so unsure about how you feel. Use your intuition to guide you away from any deception and ride this out - it will turn out alright in the end. The Moon is a good omen if you are in a clandestine affair.	I understand that this card is blowing smoke up my ass; I just don't care. It feels nice to have something lie to me and fake-guarantee that everything will be alright. I mean, everything will be alright one way or another. But the thought that it might all turn out the way I want it is one I don't have very often.
Card 3: Your fears Judgement You are afraid that the conclusions you've been wanting are delayed and fear any far-reaching changes ahead. Perhaps things aren't turning out quite as you expected for some reason - this is a period when your routine will be changed dramatically. Fear not, although events will seem to be moving at a real pace, any choice you make will change life for the better. If you are worried about any legal issues chances are they will be ruled in your favor.	This is a little murky for me, but the parts about changing routines and the fear that things won't work out definitely resonate.
Card 4: What is going for you The World Success, fulfillment and conclusion are near at hand - the successful outcome to a venture, satisfaction in a relationship and efforts rewarded. It is a culmination of events and indicates material wealth and greater spiritual awareness. You may choose to buy that dream house or a wonderfully fulfilling relationship is on offer, enjoy!	HOLY SHIT I FUCKING HOPE SO.
Card 5: What is going against you The High Priestess Insecurity is a devil that taunts us but only if we listen to that 'doubting Thomas' we all have in our heads. Ignore it. What do your instincts tell you? Perhaps you don't like what they say? Well you could always go against your instincts, but we all know what that leads to don't we!	My instincts are pretty silent on all of this. There's a little voice in my head telling me that I should just give up and go live by myself in a basement apartment forever, but I think that's more anxiety than instinct.
Card 6: Outcome The Star This is a time of good luck and fortune, perhaps after a period of struggle and heartache. Good health, possibly after a time of illness, and good fortune that will give you a new zest of life. If considering a new love affair, new job or career, or travel, then go for it. You may also receive a gift or gifts!