grrltastic: (delirium)
 It only took 5 months, but I finally got my prescriber referral today. She will be the fourth doctor I have seen since February, and by the time of the appointment, it will have been less than a week shy of 6 months since I spent a solid two hours on the phone to get my route of entry set up. 

And that's not even including the time it will take to get actual meds sorted out. 

I'm so excited that this is finally happening, though.
grrltastic: (Default)
I just....... don't know what to do with myself when I have downtime.

Trish is out of town on her annual birthday camping trip. I was unable to attend this year because of school obligations.

And I don't know what to do. There's more work I could do on my big capstone project, but I should take a break on that because I'm working too hard and burning out. But what else do I do?

School is going to be a hard rut to get out of.

Vacated!

15 June 2016 03:44 pm
grrltastic: (summer)
New Orleans was SUPER GREAT, you guys! I had a really lovely, relaxing time and I am kind of (very) in love with the Big Easy now.

In addition to having a marvelous time with [personal profile] pinesandmaples , I also got to hang out with a bunch of random gay men I met at what is evidently the oldest continually-operated gay bar in the country, ride my bike around the French Quarter, and do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING PRODUCTIVE. It was glorious.

But now I'm back home and back down to business, which also feels good because it is putting me closer to the date when I can move back to a place where there is the sun and also strangers who are very friendly and will hang out with you in a bar even though you just met.

I'm gonna make it.

grrltastic: (tank girl)
 Why am I incapable of not poking the Facebook politics bear!?!? All it does is make me mad, and yet. 

And yet. 

Is it vacation? How about now? 
grrltastic: (rain)
 Today I'm really sad, and I miss my friends. It is not a good day to crawl under my desk and cry, but tomorrow will be. And with any luck, the day after that I won't feel like this anymore. 
grrltastic: (summer)
 Thanks to some Good Timing on a variety of fronts, I'm gonna go to New Orleans to see [personal profile] pinesandmaples in a weeeeeeeeeeeek! 

I've known them since 2004, and they're one of the few people I've been internet friends with forever and haven't met in person yet! This is all very exciting! 
grrltastic: (Default)
 It also turns out that the last week of class is a really terrible time to be having a sustained existential freakout.

Is it graduation yet?
grrltastic: (tank girl)
 I'm slowly wresting my free time away from the gaping maw that is school. While this means that I won't be raking in any 4.0s, it does mean that I'm enjoying my life a little bit more. I even went so far as to pick up a sewing project last night.

Woo!
grrltastic: (rain)
My birthday is in a week and I'm having a hard time getting excited about it. After the past several years of organizing parties with really disappointing turnout, I'm over it. My mom's coming in to town, though, and I'm looking forward to spending time with her. That feels sufficient.

Trish seemed really disappointed when I told her I didn't want any gifts, but I just don't. The only things I really want right now are intangibles: more time, more energy, more motivation, or just to graduate school. Or to have friends who don't flake on events they've said they'll attend. Those aren't things that you can wrap.

So, whatever. I'll be 32, and at least I won't be sad about having thrown a poorly attended party for myself. And maybe next year will be more satisfying.
grrltastic: (menstrual dreamer)
I'm finding that as I age, the intensity of my flow is increasing *really* dramatically, so despite the fact that I was out of bed every two hours last night to address it, I *still* managed to get a fairly significant quantity of blood on the sheets.

Fortunately, my schedule is loose enough that I was able to take most of the morning off to do a couple loads of laundry and, in general, pay way too much attention to my crotch. So at least my bedding isn't stained, and I was able to recoup some of the sleep I missed out on due to my needy uterus.

The moral of the story is: don't let anyone convince you that a menstrual cup only ever needs to be emptied every 8 hours. Because sometimes it's more like every 45 minutes, but it still beats bleeding through a super plus tampon in 10.

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